
I bounced from one, to the other, and back again.
 I am lost and confused. 
I hurt and I hate. 
I have lost my faith and my fight. 
My head is fuzzy and full of other's words and I am geared for mistakes. 
Calling for help is not an option, for I am too far down and there is no one to hear my calls. 
So I will smile and nod and extract the best parts.
A belief that I have been groomed to accept the broken because I am destined for shards.